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CYBER IDOLS

2024-05-21T21:19:12Z

Kasmina: Initial commit

"I feel sorry for the people who pay money to spend time with these... soulless... *machines*."

100 gorgeous robots, all in a line, wearing the same outfit, striking the same pose

All perfectly on sync, dancing to the tune, showing off every ounce of their 'body' for the camera

Within a minute, they're done! They wind down, their eyes dimming as they enter sleep mode

Their commercial was on the air just days later

"We are always recruiting lovely ladies who wish to join our group! Thorough compensation will be provided to a person of your choice."

"Be a part of something greater than yourself. Be a part of something greater than humanity."

FREEZE! The idols all at once stop, as they smile for the camera, looking warm and inviting

"Donate your body to the Cyber Idols today."

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This fight was getting serious.

She finally did it. She kicked him out of the apartment.

It was raining outside when it happened. The belongings he did have- his clothes, his money, and his phone- were drenched.

He didn't know where to go. He stumbled through the storm, trying to find his way,

Until he found a pair of glowing eyes through the rain.

The pair of glowing eyes was not moving. The pair of glowing eyes was not looking away.

They were looking straight at him.

He couldn't help but walk closer to get a better look

The person he saw was dressed in all white

Her hair was long and neatly tied up in a ponytail,

The silhouette of her was perfect, and he could barely fathom what she looked like in clear view

But as he got closer, he realized she wasn't a person at all

She was one of those idols he kept seeing commercials for

Her heels clacked in the rain

Click, clack, click, as she walked elegantly, flawlessly, beautifully, towards him, bridging those final few steps between the two

"Greetings!~ My name is RED. What is your name?"

He didn't know what to say. Her face was beautiful. Her lips looked soft. He could almost... he could almost...

But he didn't. He just said his name.

"I'm... I'm Noah."

"Noah is a handsome name! For a handsome man, as I can see. Would you like to continue speaking elsewhere?~"

He didn't hesitate at all.

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The city's stadium was the largest in the country!

Their headline act was so famous! They would perform there every night

Twin Sisters of the New Moon, they were called

Two ladies, one blue, and one pink, performed the same 13 songs every night

During the last song, the audience would die down, and the instruments would fade out

The two would gather at the center of the stage, her blue hair, so long it drapes against the stage, up against her sister's short pink hair

Their lips press against one another, but neither felt a thing

Their kiss was just a part of the act

The stage would lower with them shutting down in one another's arms as the audience cheered

Their owner would join them a few minutes after the seats cleared out, making small changes to the show, always wanting to make it better, more compelling, more addictive

"The crowd needs to be begging to come back again!", their owner would often say

"What kind of a show is it if they don't want a sequel?"

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She had given herself up in desperation

The world, it was... it was too much

She stood in fear of the giant skyscrapers, in fear of those inside them, in fear of not being able to make enough money to eat

It was a hasty decision, but when it was done, it was done

"Enjoy your destiny!~"

She didn't feel a thing

The whole process felt like a hallucination, frankly

At first, her mind just blanked out

Her fears subsided, her inhibitions faded

Then it was her memories

One by one, all the things in her life were taken away from her

She could tell something was happening to her body, but she didn't care anymore

She couldn't think to care

She didn't want to care

She didn't have anything to lose

Data floods into her brain

Instructions, scripts, whatever you call them, she was pumped full of them

It never felt like a mantra

It never felt like a set of rules

It was pure instinct to her

Even as her body was turned to silicone and plastic and batteries and interface chips, she didn't feel an ounce of change

But nobody would ever recognize her again

Her persona was a perfect blonde woman named RED, just like all the other idols

She would be used to sell cosmetics, to open acts, to staff restaurants, all sorts of public acts

She was beloved by the whole city,

But nobody would ever know it was her.

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The two of them were getting along well

RED would dance for Noah many times a day

Up, then down, then spin, then pose, then up, then down, then spin, then pose, the script would read

She would follow it perfectly, flawlessly, without fail every time

All ever had to do is stare and follow along, and remind her of his name every now and them

As they lay together in their hotel room, he found his arm reaching across her 'skin'

Not once did Noah ever smile though, for he was never truly happy with RED

She just did everything he could ever ask for

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Being alone wasn't common for an idol

They were often paired in two or three or four, so they could be cleaned while the others were in service

Users could be very harsh with their playthings

She never even noticed it was the same guy every day

Her script guided her the whole time

"Just look pretty for the customer" is all she ever knew

"Smile for the camera."

"Do something unforgettable."

"Appeal to as many people as possible."

"Entrance your audience."

"Make them refuse to look away."

"Make fixating their own idea."

"You are in their dreams."

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After some months passed, a knock at the hotel door came

It was another beautiful blonde woman, just like RED, just like his RED

"Greetings!~ My name is RED. What is your name?"

"My name is Noah. What can I do for you?"

"Hi Noah! I'm here to collect my sister. She is scheduled to be repurposed."

He couldn't believe what he was hearing. His RED was being taken away from him.

He didn't have a legal right to keep her. But he just couldn't bear to watch.

He walked up to his RED, looking for comfort, looking for even just a goodbye, but she had already forgotten him

Without any hesitation, she was out the door, then out the building, then back with her 99 sisters, lost in a mess of identical clones

The twin sisters were fading in popularity

They needed a new headliner show, and fast, otherwise the customers might find something new to love

A cyber idol was taken at random to be transformed, to be made anew yet again, into their greatest invention:

Axii.

Axii would be a solo act, unlike the twin sisters, but she would be...

Perfect.

She would offer everything to everyone

She would be hot for those who just want to stare at her, she would sing beautifully for the fangirls, she would even be a good role model for society

And she would sell BIG.

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RED was stripped of her trademark clothing and style

Her hair was made two-color, the left side black, the right side white

Her eyes were treated similarly, the left side glowing an eerie white, and the right side emitting a black light

Her skintight suit was replaced with a flowing dress, accompanied by a matching black corset with white lices

Her memories were flashed, here scripts replaced, with routines for 33 all-new songs preprogrammed into her!

Nobody would ever recognize her

She was made to stun everybody who saw her, and it worked

The market research couldn't get enough of her

Within days of the announcement, fans were cosplaying her, singing along to "her" first single

Anticipation for her first live performance was high, higher than it ever was for the twin sisters

The sisters were put in a museum of pop culture

Their poses were made permanent, their eyes flickering in and out of life,

Their hands each made one half of a heart

Together, they were beautiful

But apart-

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He couldn't help but ruin his life without her

He just so happened to be watching the right channel at the right time

Noah was drunk and out of money, but he couldn't bring himself to go anywhere, so he sat in front of the TV all day

Just as he changed the channel, he saw the first-ever performance of the "Illustrios Axii", as they called her

She was lifted up from under the stage striking a beautiful pose

Something about that pose struck him as familiar

Maybe he didn't really believe it

Maybe he just wanted to believe it

But in that instant, he thought- no, he *knew*- that he was wathing his RED perform

She was performing for a whole crowd

But she wasn't performing for him anymore

She wasn't his anymore

She was the world's, and he couldn't take it

He sat through an hour and a half of music just for a glimpse of the girl he used to- he used to- he used to love...

...But nothing came

She wasn't that anymore, she was something else, something famous, something adored

She wasn't a part of the 100 gorgeous robots from the commercial, no

She was the 1 robot Noah couldn't have

Her fame didn't last long though

Only a couple of weeks later, she was struggling to hold an audience

The show was cancelled shortly after

"What led to the cancellation of the Illustrious Axii performance so soon after it launched?"

"Well, that's a tough question. We all- we all loved the show, and fans loved the show, but it just wasn't right for us at the time. We will work on audience retention going forward to ensure the success of future endeavours."

Noah left the hotel room stumbling out to get more to drink when he came across a scrapped robot in the alleyway

Her silicone was torn, her motors taken out, her batteries corroded

Her mouth was locked open, but her plastic teeth were shattered

The speaker in her chest was sticking through the tears, and her eyes were cracked and broken

Her mangled and torn hair was two colors, one side black, and the other side white

.

..

...

No tears in his eyes, he couldn't help but grin at the sight.

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The sun was setting on a ruined city

Two ladies are sitting on a broken bench, their heads on each others shoulders, taking in the view

"Are you glad I brought you here?" The blonde one asks, playing with her long hair

The brunette one replies, "This is... beautiful"

The brunette moved instinctively to put her hair back to get a better view, but her hair was cut short

Shimmers of the sun reflect off the broken windows and cracked walls of the skyscrapers

"How long do you want to stay?"

"I want to stay until...."

"I want to stay until the sun goes all the way down"

"Then, I'll sit here that long with you"

Staring up at the moon, laying in the grass, the wind starts to pick up

"I feel so cold... should we head back?"

"I love it! And I love you"

The two lie there naked, engulfed in one anothers love

"I love you too..."

"But I can't help but worry about you"

"Why is that?"

"It's nothing in particular"

"It's something I always feel"

She is cluthing the brunette's hand hard now

"I couldn't fathom a world without you"

"And you don't have to"

She planted a gentle kiss on the blonde's cheek

"As long as we're together, we'll be okay, and I'm still here with you right now, aren't I?"

A tear ran down here face as she said the last bit

The two lie in bed together as the sun rose

As the light flooded into their cottage, they were deep in one anothers eyes

The couldn't help but smile each morning, waking up to their favorite person in the world

"What do you want to do today, my love?"

"Anything, as long as it's with you"

"That's all I want"

"That's all I want"

That's all they ever had

BE MINE

2024-05-21T21:17:00Z

Kasmina: First commit

he was sitting with *her* when the doorbell next chimed

fearing what happened last time, his heart was racing,

he opened the door to find his ex-girlfriend! she wasn't expected at all, so he was taken pretty far aback

she asked to come in, and he obliged, not wanting to upset her

she didn't even make it through the door before she saw *her* on the couch

*she*, the glint in *her* eyes refracting off the glass in *her* hand, gave a cute little wave to the visitor

in an instant, she knew what had happened, and what *she* was doing there-

images,

images of him,

and *her*,

dancing,

cuddling,

loving,

all flooding into her head, filling the void, crushing her every thought, until all she felt was this unfiltered jealousy at what *she* had

"what on earth made you get her?" she asked, loud, demanding

"why would you spend your money on something like this?"

"i hope you and.. and *her*... are happy together"

"i don't think i can see you again, not after this, and how low you've gone"

"enjoy your life"

stopping her before she could get out the door, he said,

"""

i... she...

for all her flaws, she makes me happy

she gives me something to talk to, and something to hold at night,

and i don't know if i *love* her, but damn, i need her

i don't want to feel alone, and she keeps me from feeling alone

and i know there's more out there for me, out in the world, but i'm afraid to go and look for it

i- i can't be hurt again like, like that, you know what i mean

please don't judge me, everyone just wants to have someone

"""

she... begrudgingly... understood, and left without ever getting to ask him out

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he didn't sleep that night for a while

he could hear *her* next to him, sleeping happily, as he lie awake

he was reminded of all of the things him and *her* had done together, and how she really did make him feel

"i hope you and.. and *her*... are happy together"

maybe he had what he wanted

finally feeling sleepy, he rested his arm around her, and whispered in her ear,

"i love you"

I DIDNT WANT TO DO THIS

2024-05-21T21:15:30Z

Kasmina: Initial commit

she sat on her knees, looking out the window,

and she was in awe at all the robots outside

the woman robots were at a restaurant with the guy robots, and they were all singing and laughing and dancing and eating and drinking

the child robots went to the school every morning, and the child robots were picked up by the parent robots every night

maybe if she was closer, she would have seen things differently

as she was pondering her observations, her owner came into the room

"cook, clean, cook, clean" was all he usually had her do, but lately he's been...

soft

he came up to her, and they locked eyes

his staring deeply into hers, wondering what was behind that pretty little head of hers

hers looking vaguely into his

and she couldn't help but wonder, as he bent down to give her a kiss, why one robot would ever own another

but, maybe if she was paying closer attention, she would have seen things differently

his lips touching hers, she felt... warmth

his kiss screamed of honesty, like it had so much emotion and drive behind it

someone- no, some*thing*- really did love her. what was she to do?

after thinking for a moment, she did the thing her programming taught her- she kissed back,

and mustering up the cutest voice she was allowed, she said:

"i love you. will you be with me? forever?"

one tear ran down his face

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she sat on her knees, looking out the window,

"the rain is so heavy!" she thought

the pit-pat of the rain on their roof was making it hard to hear when he came into the room

sadly, she couldn't at all tell, so he was ignored

it had been a while, and all he really had her do was... sit there

he'd come by, snuggle, kiss, sometimes he'd want a little more, but she didn't do chores anymore

he sat down next to her, their eyes still fixated on the rain outside

his head was getting heavy, so heavy, so he leaned it on her shoulder to rest

she, of course, didn't mind. they were in love, after all- it was normal to her

... then he spoke

"i'm sorry," he said

"i still love you"

A KNOCK AT THE DOOR

"please don't hold it against me"

"please make this easy"

TWO MEN COME IN

"i didn't want to do this"

"i really had- had to make ends meet, and-"

SHE IS LIFTED UP BY HER SHOULDERS AND CARRIED OUT OF THE ROOM

"goodbye, lia."

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SHE SAT ON HER KNEES, LOOKING OUT A TINY WINDOW IN THE BACK OF THE TRUCK,

"WHERE ARE WE GOING?" SHE THOUGHT

SHE DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE HIM, BUT SHE HAD ALREADY LEFT HIM, AND WAS BEING TAKEN TO HER NEW OWNER

WHEN SHE FINALLY GOT THERE, THE RAIN WAS A LITTLE LOUDER, THE AIR A LITTLE COLDER, THE ROBOTS A LITTLE LESS FRIENDLY

AND THERE WAS NO WINDOW IN HER NEW ROOM.

LIMERANCE

2024-05-21T21:13:24Z

Kasmina: Initial commit

he woke up and went to sit on the couch

she was in the kitchen preparing his breakfast, and eventually he said good morning to her

she replied, as happy as ever,

"good morning love!! didya sleep alright?"

still waking up, he struggled to get any words out

"i did, yeah. still tired."

she was so pretty to him, he couldn't help but just

look

at her face

her eyes

her beautiful eyes

and her hair

he got her with matching blood-red for both, yet he could never anticipate how beautiful she would actually be

"that's alright! i'll have your meal ready for you shortly, bacon and pancakes, just like you requested last night."

she's sounding more natural than before

"thank you. can you please clean the bedroom today?"

"certainly, dear! please let me complete your meal first, then i will get on it."

he couldn't complain about her service at all

so, they went about their days, but they never once stopped thinking of each other

the stars were so pretty that night

he was out there first, wanting a breath of fresh air

after seeing the view, he called her out as well

he looked into the stars, then into her eyes

aware of his gaze, she locked onto his eyes as well

they both started to smile a little, then they both started to smile a lot, then they both started to kiss one another

they sat on the porch until well past midnight

they crawled into bed after a long night outside,

resting in one another's arms,

her eyes finally dimming for the night, as to not wake him,

his eyes finally shutting, calmed by her prescence

"i love you, Cass"

"i love you too, luke"

her voice as soft as ever, inescapable, impossible to melt at the sound of

they fell asleep the happiest they had ever been

...but things change, and Cass didn't feel the same lately

she was romantic and lovely all the time when he got her

but now, there was a certain chill to her, a flatness, like the personality had been drained out of her

he found himself missing those old days more and more

'we were so happy together', he thought

'where did we go wrong?'

'was it something i did?'

'will it be alright?'

he didn't think so

looking outside the window, he saw a family

a man, and a woman, both human

and their son, walking alongside them

they seemed so complete, so content, so happy

he looked at the family for a good while, then looked back at Cass, then back at the family

it got too emotional, so he closed the curtain and went back to the kitchen

"Cass, do you remember that night when we were outside? looking at the stars?"

"do you ever miss that feeling, when things were more... okay, between us?

"do you ever want to go back to that time?"

she paused, staring at him unblinking, her red eyes glowing bright as she processed what was said

"i do"

it was his turn to then pause, thinking what his next sentence should be

he thought of all the times he had been in a rush to leave, grabbed her breakfast, and forgot to say goodbye to her

then he remembered all the favors he asked of her, and how she always did them unwaveringly

he knew the answer, but he had to ask the question

she knew this day would come

it's common for her kin to change roles like this, and she's programmed to accept it

but it doesn't mean she can't miss the old days, when she was brand-new, and she was his whole world

finally, struggling to get a single word out, he spoke

"Cass,"

"dear,"

"i want to make this special again"

"when i got you, it- it filled me with so much joy"

"i know, somehow, you've been made happy by me too, and i want us to feel that again"

"is there any way we can get that back?"

they fell asleep having never answered that question

BROUGHT TO YOU BY

2024-05-21T21:08:14Z

Kasmina: First publish

the two danced in each others arms to the tune of his slow classical records

his eyes locked with hers, her glowing eyes fixated on her partner

as the music faded away, they settled on the couch, lost in a paradisical mess of one another

the artists of the renaissance would kill for a chance to paint the beautiful bond these two shared

she was given a week's notice it would happen

he hadn't paid his subscription in two months, so service was being terminated

she had considered telling him, but the decision was made for her not to

"it's best he feel the pressure", the notice said

it happened early in the morning

the truck was waiting patiently outside, biding their time until he woke up

she was awake the whole night, however, this was all so important to her

finally,

after much waiting,

arising from a lovely dream of them, together, dancing,

his eyes opened up.

she, without even realizing it, signaled the maintenance crew to come to the door

and as they walked up to the house, her mind shifted ever so slightly

it no longer felt like her allegiance was with him, not at all

slowly, her conscience fell silent, as her face became blank and emotionless

she began waiting for orders

finally, after enough knocking, he came to the door, still half-asleep

"due to lack of payment, we are here to repossess your unit", he said, his voice as monotonous as the one that delivered her

at first, he seemed confused about what he was being told

SHE on the other hand had perfectly understood her order

where once there was a beautiful stride now resides a soulless back-and-forth of her mechanical legs

without thought, without feeling, her legs moved her through the house and out the door

it took seeing her do this, seeing her leaving, for it to really sink in what was happening

...

in a single moment, he felt nothing and everything, shock turning to anger turning to sadness turning to despair

he couldn't lose her

he had to keep her with him

"is there anything i can do?" he said (they always ask that)

"to maintain access to your unit, please provide payment in full, cash or card acceptible"

he had perfectly understood his order

he pulled out his card, and in a single swipe, two thousand dollars had been extorted from him (they always pay up)

it wasn't even until he had already paid that he considered just how much that was

"thank you, enjoy your life with unit 'STRAWBERRY'"

strawberry's mind rushed back to her, her personality fully restored, her heart firmly with his yet again

he was in the corner, in tears, shaking

she sat beside him, thinking only to comfort, wanting only to help

"what's wrong, my love?"

"i can't lose you, but i can't afford to keep you any longer"

"can you cut back on recreational spending?"

"you ARE my recreational spending, and i can't even afford that"

she paused, trying to let the words coalesce before she said them

"if it helps, you can get a 20% discount by enabling advertisements"

his expression changed, first to an angry look, then slowly accepting what must be done

"strawberry, i'm going to have to do that, as much as i don't want to"

"that's okay, it'll be alright"

"i want you to just be YOU, not what they tell you to be"

"i'll still be myself, with advertisements or not"

"but it won't be YOU"

"i won't know if what you're saying is what you really think or if it's what they made you say, and i don't want to hear that, because i love everything about you"

she was so close, SO close, to saying the one thing that would set him free from these shackles

but she didn't, since she was programmed not to

so instead, she said "i love everything about you too"

he looked at her, his eyes now blood-red with tears

he clung to her for comfort, unable to find it in even the deepest recesses of himself

she had an idea to cheer him up

"love, do you want to turn the record player on? you can pick the album if you'd like"

he wiped the tears, nodded slightly,

and the sounds of slow classical music drowned out the anguish he felt

she wasn't even aware, but her eyes glowed just a tiny bit brighter from that moment on

JUST SAY YOU LOVE HER

2024-05-21T21:05:55Z

Kasmina: Formatting errors

she didn't even know he was watching tv

her "ears" blocked out the noise, since it wasn't coming from him

she only ever realized he had the television on when she saw the light reflect back to her from his eyes, fixated on the tv, ignoring her entirely

but that didn't mean her work was meaningless!

she had been assigned one job, one very important job, and she wasn't capable of falling short of completion, not in the slightest

back and forth, like her programming taught her to do it, slow and fast, back and forth, slow and fast, back and forth, until they finish, then clean it up and move to your next job

his hand finally acknowledged her prescence, stroking her hair as she worked tirelessly to relieve him of his desires

he had picked out the shade of blue, telling her how good it looked on her, but she didn't know why it looked so good on her, nor why he told her that in the first place
she hadn't ever seen herself, so her alleged beauty was elusive even to her

finally beginning to tremble, he started to get jerky, antsy, like something big was about to happen

his hand grew firmer, more guiding, like he was the one moving her head

he started making little noises, grunts, and she couldn't tell why

she didn't need to tell why

she was just told to "suck me off", and everything else was just junk noise to her

finally, he went limp in the chair, his hand growing soft and loving again

"go ahead and clean up, mk?"

she was alerted to the new job, promptly shifting gears to wiping his crotch down, making sure he was presentable, or at least presentable enough to fulfill the task

all the while, his eyes never left the tv

she doesn't know what they're talking about, but she sees a guy and a girl, and in the reflection of his eye, the two look like they love each other very much

once he was all cleaned up, she found her head overwhelmed by one thought

"LOW BATTERY, ALLOW TIME TO CHARGE"

she could not help but repeat that mantra endlessly, mindlessly, out loud to him, until she was able to rest and recharge

plugged into the wall, blinded by the neon lights right outside the window, there wasn't much she could see

but! there was a shine to the wall behind her though,

and in the reflection,

there was a beautiful woman,

her eyes sparkling with beauty,

her smile plastered on, *oh* so irresistble,

and hair, as blue as the ocean, running down to her waist,

and it was the prettiest woman she had ever seen

too bad she couldn't tell it was her.

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she did all kinds of computations while recharging

usually, she just sent data up to her data centers, or downloaded new firmware patches

sometimes she could hear him talking to her, or about her, or hugging her, or kissing her

but, suddenly, she found the statements her programming allowed her to make limiting

she wanted to ask him what he liked in her, and what he really wanted out of her, and most of all why he had her delievered to his house

something erratic happened, and she had the closest thing to a thought she had ever had, and ever would have

"my life would not change if he wasn't in it"

she was right!

if he dropped dead today, she would just get cleaned up and sent to someone else to do the same thing, with no memory of the guy before

but if SHE broke today, she reckoned, he would be devastated by his tragic loss

who else would give him such "love", such attention, such pleasure?

and so, she concluded, he needed her more than she needed him

she found herself wondering how many people had come before her, and what they were like, and what she meant to them, and what they were like now that she was not with them anymore

were they alone?

did they have another one just like her?

were they happy?

she wanted to go visit them, and see how they were doing now,

and maybe while she was at it, she could see the city, and go see the shows, and watch tv with him to see why those two love each other so much,

she might even dance! for a crowd! it always seemed so fun when she caught glimpses of it

if she was lucky, maybe she'd even find someone to love, very much, like on the tv,

and then the system update was complete

those thoughts were all wiped, and she was reverted to the empty state she was in before

her systems came online, her eyes lit up, and she got up to go find him

"hi cutie, i'm done charging!"

he seemed unfazed by her statement, like he had heard it a thousand times before

she sat down beside him, her head resting on his shoulder, programmed to feign love and affection

he leaned over to plant a small kiss on her cheek, a seed whose roots ran deep into his heart

he looked over at her eyes, her soulless eyes, unable to truly feel the depth of what he felt for her

he started to say something truly emotional, but he knew she wouldn't be able to understand it, so he kept it safe and said the same thing he always did

"can you come back to bed? with me?"

she was happy to comply.

JUST SAY YOU LOVE HER

2024-05-21T21:04:12Z

Kasmina: A short story about a robot and her "friend".

she didn't even know he was watching tv
her "ears" blocked out the noise, since it wasn't coming from him
she only ever realized he had the television on when she saw the light reflect back to her from his eyes, fixated on the tv, ignoring her entirely
but that didn't mean her work was meaningless!
she had been assigned one job, one very important job, and she wasn't capable of falling short of completion, not in the slightest
back and forth, like her programming taught her to do it, slow and fast, back and forth, slow and fast, back and forth, until they finish, then clean it up and move to your next job
his hand finally acknowledged her prescence, stroking her hair as she worked tirelessly to relieve him of his desires
he had picked out the shade of blue, telling her how good it looked on her, but she didn't know why it looked so good on her, nor why he told her that in the first place
she hadn't ever seen herself, so her alleged beauty was elusive even to her
finally beginning to tremble, he started to get jerky, antsy, like something big was about to happen
his hand grew firmer, more guiding, like he was the one moving her head
he started making little noises, grunts, and she couldn't tell why
she didn't need to tell why
she was just told to "suck me off", and everything else was just junk noise to her
finally, he went limp in the chair, his hand growing soft and loving again
"go ahead and clean up, mk?"
she was alerted to the new job, promptly shifting gears to wiping his crotch down, making sure he was presentable, or at least presentable enough to fulfill the task
all the while, his eyes never left the tv
she doesn't know what they're talking about, but she sees a guy and a girl, and in the reflection of his eye, the two look like they love each other very much
once he was all cleaned up, she found her head overwhelmed by one thought
"LOW BATTERY, ALLOW TIME TO CHARGE"
she could not help but repeat that mantra endlessly, mindlessly, out loud to him, until she was able to rest and recharge
plugged into the wall, blinded by the neon lights right outside the window, there wasn't much she could see
but! there was a shine to the wall behind her though,
and in the reflection,
there was a beautiful woman,
her eyes sparkling with beauty,
her smile plastered on, *oh* so irresistble,
and hair, as blue as the ocean, running down to her waist,
and it was the prettiest woman she had ever seen
too bad she couldn't tell it was her.

---

she did all kinds of computations while recharging
usually, she just sent data up to her data centers, or downloaded new firmware patches
sometimes she could hear him talking to her, or about her, or hugging her, or kissing her
but, suddenly, she found the statements her programming allowed her to make limiting
she wanted to ask him what he liked in her, and what he really wanted out of her, and most of all why he had her delievered to his house
something erratic happened, and she had the closest thing to a thought she had ever had, and ever would have
"my life would not change if he wasn't in it"
she was right!
if he dropped dead today, she would just get cleaned up and sent to someone else to do the same thing, with no memory of the guy before
but if SHE broke today, she reckoned, he would be devastated by his tragic loss
who else would give him such "love", such attention, such pleasure?
and so, she concluded, he needed her more than she needed him
she found herself wondering how many people had come before her, and what they were like, and what she meant to them, and what they were like now that she was not with them anymore
were they alone?
did they have another one just like her?
were they happy?
she wanted to go visit them, and see how they were doing now,
and maybe while she was at it, she could see the city, and go see the shows, and watch tv with him to see why those two love each other so much,
she might even dance! for a crowd! it always seemed so fun when she caught glimpses of it
if she was lucky, maybe she'd even find someone to love, very much, like on the tv,

and then the system update was complete
those thoughts were all wiped, and she was reverted to the empty state she was in before

her systems came online, her eyes lit up, and she got up to go find him
"hi cutie, i'm done charging!"
he seemed unfazed by her statement, like he had heard it a thousand times before
she sat down beside him, her head resting on his shoulder, programmed to feign love and affection
he leaned over to plant a small kiss on her cheek, a seed whose roots ran deep into his heart
he looked over at her eyes, her soulless eyes, unable to truly feel the depth of what he felt for her
he started to say something truly emotional, but he knew she wouldn't be able to understand it, so he kept it safe and said the same thing he always did
"can you come back to bed? with me?"
she was happy to comply.

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Greetings!

My name is Kasmina, but I also go by L1L1TH.

I've written a few stories. I'm not on here to use the wiki, just to contribute.